2007; the year of love
haha, too corny for a title, but yes, this is the year when everybody is getting married, engaged, or expecting their child. And I am truly happy for my friends who belong to the categories mentioned. They really do deserve this final cap to the commitment they’ve been in for quite some time now.
its not for me i guess. have just finished it off with 2 important men in my life just this year. in both instances, i was the one who left. and in both instances, there wasn’t a thing that was that badly messed up it can’t be fixed. in fact, both were loving relationships, with the potential to culminate in what is famously happening all around this 2007.
i surprise myself sometimes. there is an uncanny peacefulness in my solitary existence, and a happiness i can not explain precisely because it’s so weird to feel happiness when one is alone. In spite of the fact that yes, everybody’s settling down, and that yes, my biological clock is slowing down (read: i am getting old, biologically only!). i just honestly feel there is nothing more i can ask for.
i have loved deeply, and have been loved back deeply, numerous times even, perhaps enough to last me a life time. although, we may never know what will happen in the years to come, i am happy this way. to be by myself. this point in time.
