Done
1 week ago since the break up.
So, here goes the checklist:
Am I a better person because of it? Check
Do I feel good about myself? Check
Do I have any guilt feelings? None
Did I feel good doing it? Definitely not.
Was it the right time? Way over due.
Did he get mad? He was too numb at that moment, if you ask me, more like in shock. But now, he probably is, who knows.
Did I regret it? Not
Did I get sad? Check, but for him, mostly
Is it good bye for keeps? Never will know that
Did he deserve it? In a way, yes
First feeling after it? Immense Relief
Do I still love him? Now, no. In a different way, yes, but mad passionate love, no.
Did I cry? No
Did he cry? No. was too shocked
Have I heard from him since then? No
Does my family know? Some of them
Were they sorry? Probably, because at the end, they’ve grown to like him
Does his family know? I honestly don’t know
Does he suspect anything? Yes, asked me about it
Did I owe up? No, it wasn’t like that.
Ready to talk to him in person? Still not. And for a really long time, still not.
Pray for him? Yes. Fervently
Sad about it? No, Not really
Any hatred? None
Any regrets? It’s not possible to not have it
How am I feeling now? Satisfied.
Done? Finally
